Roméo Dallaire writes to the

Roméo Dallaire writes to the CBC.:

The anger, the rage, the hurt and the cold loneliness that separate you from your family, friends and society's normal daily routine are so powerful that the option of destroying yourself is both real and attractive. That is what happened last Monday night. It appears, it grows, it invades and it overpowers you. In my current state of therapy, which continues to show very positive results, control mechanisms have not yet matured to always be on top of this battle. My doctors and I are still building my prosthesis that will establish the level of serenity and productivity I yearn so much for.